Sunday, January 28, 2007

being random:
1) i'm most probably gonna be this FAT person 10 years down the road. haha.
2) i can never go on a diet cos i'm really lousy at resisting temptations.
3) smoked oyster on Lays potato chips with some chilli is one of the best snacks ever.
4) Lava brownie ice cream and watching tv makes me happy.
5) i eat more when i'm studying than when i'm slacking.
6) when i'm sad or pissed, eating always helps.
7) why is everything above on food?! haha. it should be filled with econs, which im totally clueless on.
oh yes one more thing!
8) apollo fac dance rocks big time!

ok time to start reading econs :D

Y9:51 PM

Monday, January 15, 2007

YES! im done with gp and since i'm online, i might as well blog.
pe today was like -.- cos all we did was inclined and standing broad jump, and talking about standing broad, i need to go improve, i'm probably at a C or sth.(dont tell me D) haha. but seriously, they should have leeway for people who arent so tall though i suppose it doesnt really affect but STILL, taller people have LONGER legs so it still helps =D i think. or maybe it doesnt. haha.

then we spent pe break playing capt ball! just like old times. it brings back so much memories from last year, those first 3 months when we were just crazy over it, playing it for the first time after that sat module thing before jts. i still remember it was raining, and we played in the inner plaza, then the councillors chased us away so we went to play outside the audi. All of us were super sweaty after that but it rocked. haha. i think the guys were pretty gracious to compromise cos they wanted to play bball at first.

econs was soo boring so i replied my angel. his notes are like..not very reader-friendly, i prefer last year's notes.. then after that was chem lect and i wanted to go toilet so badly but the teacher wouldnt allow me -.- so i felt like this pregnant person throughout chem and couldnt concentrate. you just cant focus when you need the toilet that badly. yeah, i admire pregnant women =D

anw, we're getting a class jacket..now deciding between jacket or pullover. does our class rock or what? haha. ok im feeling super class-spirity today! lalala. sevenfive's the best!!

Y5:47 PM

Sunday, January 14, 2007

blog block.
so i shall reply tags.
brendan: heyy angel! great to see you guys again. haha. you can come back during cny too. you're still as cranky as ever. i'm so not believing your crazy you-know-what on friday. haha.

denise: i'm not sure if you'll see this cos you're in canada. but anw, sch's been really busy so i'll let you know asap when i'm free to skype =) missing you loads too. lovee!

michelle: please stop crapping -.- and your friend is SIAO can. link me?! haha i dont even know her. but im so honoured anw.

mer: i think talking over msn not very nice leh, i prefer talking face-to-face, like more things to say. haha. nvm, when we have time again, we can start yakking. =) im not pretty la. haha

eunice: sighh. what to do? but the post was a burst of feeling so strong yet temporary. after a short 30mins, my mind was blank and i was completely devoid of feelings.

last night, or should i say this morning, was pigging out time..
it was 1+ am then i was sitting in my room with sis doing this retarded popularity quiz in teens mag just for the fun of it.
my tummy started growling so loudly sis asked abt it haha. so i went to eat my beloved rice krispies.
apparently that was not enough. then i told bro abt maggi mee and he immediately SPRUNG out of bed. not kidding. it's like i told him we're gonna have holiday for months or sth. haha.
it happened that sis was hungry too so the three of us sneaked to the kitchen for maggi.
but first bro checked if mum and dad were sleeping. not that they would object to us eating, but ya hor, now that i think about it, why did we bother checking if they're sleeping. lol nvm.
i had tom yam, bro and sis had curry maggi with soup. so heavenly!!
oh oh n i also drank my wheat grass and veggie juice.
it's that green green one that on first look, freaks you out but it's super duper nicee.
looks are deceiving. haha.
so by the time everything was done, it was 2+ am. which is pretty early i suppose.
early morning what =D
i somehow love eating late at night, ok more like really early in the morning.

i should stop having those temporary burst of feelings that's so strong it well tears.
i really shouldnt start ranting.
keep it to myself.
after all, it all subsides in a while.
i cant do this to you
it's not right.
am i starting to think weird?
seeing, thinking too much.
senstivity sucks sometimes.
but i'm glad i appreciate every single little ordinary happenings.
i'm starting to miss swimming in sch, pe playing ball, after sch and sometimes recess playing ball, sit-in-a-circle at class bench and talking as a group, playing when everyone's chionging promos(that fateful thursday-soccer, frisbee, bball, softball..), 75 spirit that never stops burning, loving apollo ever so much, glucose run..so many wonderful things.

Y11:32 AM


im ranting and the post below is pretty pmsy, though im not of cos. it's just..
i strongly DISENCOURAGE you to read it. if you do and disagree, it's not my problem.
i did warn you.

yong, a little disappointed sounds like an understatement. it's definitely not surprising that everyone's ganging up against us. it's been like that since last year. except that unfortunately, it backfired last year. this year, i suppose we arent so lucky. plan events to make apollo lose? i say wtf. but that's last year. let's forget about it.
3 vs 1. that's super expected. even an idiot would know.
whatever.
im sick of all this crap.
if faculty spirit means cheating, lying, backstabbing, hostility, animosity, fake friendships, then i seriously don't see the point anymore.
i always thought from faculty spirit comes stronger school spirit.
how ever so wrong.

Y12:11 AM

Sunday, January 07, 2007

the roti prata man speaks HOKKIEN. OMG.
i was so stunned.
good thing i can understand, if not, i would have looked like this total idiot going 'huh'.
cos you know, roti prata is indian food so..
im not racist or anything. haha.
now i feel like i should know basic tamil. =D

i just realised something disastrous today.
i cant believe im so dumb.
or maybe im thinking too much again.
ohh please please let the second one be true.

sms-es make me smile.
and i cant help it.
that feeling's so wonderful you want it to last forever.
you want the world to stop spinning, for the clock to stop ticking,
so your face can be frozen in that timeless smile for eternity.
your heart feels like it's melting away, like chocolate fondue, sweet and warm.
you feel as if you're on fire, like when you drink apple cidar and it's coursing through all your blood vessels.
.happiness.bliss.

.live.laugh.love.

Y5:16 PM

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

i think it was sometime in early november, that i decided to stop being the idiot i was for the past months.
somehow, despite the similar thoughts and opinions raised by various people, i found myself unable to believe them wholeheartedly.
insecurities. fears. paranoia.- i had them all
you know how they say "once bitten, twice shy"?

i no longer believed anything unless it is right in front of me, without a doubt.
and it had to be obvious such that no one could ever deny it.
put it this way-i craved tangibility.
i wanted proof.
to see it in black and white.

i lost my confidence and instinct that i used to trust - they had failed me.
the pain and hurt i went through; i never want to relive that.
i lost many jewels, uncountable.
i told myself i wont be so stupid ever again
i wont let myself go through that again.
it isnt worth it

which explained why rachael had to try so hard to convince me that this time it would be right.
she's right - it's hard to untangle youself from your web of memories.
it's like a wall - built by my mind, to shut things out.

i'm sorry

i made a choice.
with no regrets.

Y7:37 PM

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