♥ i close my eyes and the flashback starts;

Monday, March 31, 2008

torn;

im BUSY.
more busy than i could ever be but im still not distracted.
hellpp=(

and the longer i stay in the grey area the worse i feel and the worse it gets.

givemeasign

Y8:36 PM

Sunday, March 30, 2008

i just made OREO CHEESECAKE!=)
it turned out perfect YAY
VAL'S RECIPE this time though(:
the last time i baked oreo cheesecake was 25th July
used claire's recipe then

vectors.
we used to be parallel lines that coincide with infinite solutions

now we're skew lines that will never meet.

Y8:00 PM

a few days ago, i nearly lost your ring when i accidentally left it in a public toilet.

yesterday,i almost lost the pink adidas waterbottle.

i think it's sparkling clear

btw,shueli saw you.

with a girl.

i dont know what to believe.

everybody else could tell (cos now even i can tell)
that i confused my feelings with the truth
because i liked the view
when there WAS me and you

i remember making a wish upon a star in november on the plane to US

cos they said if you did and believed in it with all your heart,it'll happen

but i guess wishes on a star just dont come true

Y11:19 AM

Monday, March 24, 2008

absurd.

i was holding my dad's arm the way couples do on saturday night after dinner at vivo at tung lok restaurant group and guess what?

the people at those wedding booths at the atrium asked my dad and i to go take a seat the those tables or have a look at the wedding gowns-.-

okay so maybe my dress looked a little glam and made me look older but helloo.

not that old right-.-

i tell myself it's just my dad that looks young=D

but dinner was niceee.the food was soo good laa.haha.

had jap class on sat aft.

during our 10min break, i spent 5mins buying 2 dresses(:

i wanted to buy more but luke was in shock soo..HAHA

shopping!

and jollibean watermelon soymilk with pearls is the yummiest drink ever!

UBIN was HOT

gonna upload all the photos into photobucket sometimes(:

i was SUNBURNT red

as luke put it,i was COOKED

like a prawn or crab or sth HAHA

my tan line rocks now!

it was SCORCHING HOT the whole day can?(:

everyone was like it was raining in spore lehh,ubin nvr rain mehh.

nope=)

the sun was painful=(

we camwhored alot

it was a super fun day

that somewhat seemed surreal

cos it didnt feel like we're in spore anymore

shall dedicate a post to ubin soon

it's too long to describe now(:

cos im in the office

supposedly working=D

im sorry

Y10:56 AM

Thursday, March 20, 2008

for the first time in many months, i slept early last night-10pm
WOW right?=D
cos i was on the phone till 2am on wed night then thurs morn got work so..
tireeddd

oh oh then last night bro's tablet pc came
cos his sch is one of the schools tt use tablet pc to teach (textbooks all in the com,cool right?)
then i wanted one so my dad ordered 2 of it
qt ex though=/ it's 2800+ for ONE
it looks just like a normal laptop-.-
except when you log into windows, i SWIPE MY THUMBPRINT!
or fingerprint.
COOL RIGHT.
sorry i know.cheap thrill=D haha
then the screen is the normal can flip around sort haha

so now we have 6 laptops at home.and 2 desktops.
gonna say byee to my laptop='(
haha.

THURSDAY
ISAT from 9-12am
i was so nearly late!
cabbed frm wisma atria to RELC building costed me NINE bucks.
ripoff la
that day to shangri la only 3.60 -.-
BOTH AT ORANGE GROVE ROAD.grr.

collect passport at ICA building at lavender.
wonderfully,211 ppl ahead of me in the queue.
SIAO RIGHT.
i was like *JAW DROP* O_o OHMYGOSH YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME

then volunteer at KKhospital from 3-5
nuriani was adorable
and ANOTHER samantha.
but she's samantha pearl sim
my colleague's samantha joy loh
not FAIR.all the samanthas got middle name
im gonna get one too!!
conclusion: all young girls love barbie.haha

had dinner at yck food court=) with aloysius
yummmyy
and you were as gentlemanly as ever

driving from 555-755
my first time driving at night!
WOOTS.so fun
and i completed lesson 24 alr. (today's my 13th lesson)
zai right?=D

and argh today the romantic princess stopped JUST at the NICE part
not tt i havent watched.
but you know,watch to feel shuang mah=)

UBIN tomorrow!
YAYY.
um that's IF IT DOESNT RAIN=(

Y10:04 PM

Monday, March 17, 2008

SATURDAY was a crazy day
had driving at 815am.
i know.WOW right.tt i can get up at 7 on a SATURDAY.
got uncle david again YAYYY
he's that super niceee instructor i lovee!

thankyou for everything
then rushed to NUS with luke
i forgot how to get there.

i know im retarded.haha.

it was JAM PACKED with people.

it's soo crowded.

but saw dearie val and siyun and eunice and..lots of other hc people.

i lovee freebies(:

but the bag was sooo heavy.

train arm muscle man.

or maybe cos we took too much free stuff.LOL

then we went to cityhall.

no one knows my parents the way you do

had lunch at TCC.

i had some scallop and prawn aglio olio.

did i mention i LOVE scallops?

they rock laa.

*YUMMY*

and i had passion dream.some soda thing that tastes real good=)

oh yes, claire happened to walk by(:

my lunch(:

his lunch

then after we ate we were too bloated to walk

so luke did the helium voice thing that chris seah did in j1 or sth

it was super funny!

i videoed it and oh man i laughed till my tummy ached like hell(:(:

cool effect right?(: no copying ahh.kidding la.

see the heavy orange and blue bag-.-

then it was a mad rush to shangri-la for the ireland medicine talk thing.

but outside wisma there was this throw-bball-get-free-tix thing

so of cos,being luke,he went for it

im pro-er than him=D

the guys were super damn cool.

but sporeans are sooo..typical.

unenthu.not sporty.so dead.when these guys approached some sporeans,they'd avoid them like the plague.

HELLOOOO.free leh.and it's fun lor.

so since they were free(since ppl dont wanna play) we took a photo w them(:(:

and chatted with them abit:D

one guy even gave me his namecard to send him this photo haha

then along orchard road as we continued walking,we saw this sunkist contest thing

which luke wanted to enter-.-

he's crazy right?:D

they took a photo of us to enter into some contest where u get to win a trip.

as usual, there was no one doing it.

haha then we got free orange and free sunkist orange juice too(:

oh oh we had to have a caption.

guess?

'WE'RE SUNKISSING" haha

not really but it's the best i could come up with

and oh yeah im frowning cos it's soo sunny and bright i cldnt smile properly:(

we went the WRONG WAY.so we had to walk back to orchard.

and at wheelock.the heat was KILLING US.

so we decided to cab.

ran across a 5 or 6lane road like twice.

so dangerous la!

my dad would have killed me man.

haha but managed to cab to shangri la.

saw hoe wah toon there.

and after he left, i talked to his friend(:

am i friendly or what.

HAHA

went for the ireland interview.

hope i do okay

but it's only 3 for each college.

THREE PATHETIC PLACES.

makes 12.TOTAL.

WOW.

then after that,we left.

saw the two ferraris and i just cldnt resist-

FERRARI LEH

walked down to RGS where we took 190 to CCK

i was soo dirty,sweaty,tired and itching all over from mosquito bites while walking down frm shangri la

it felt so gross i cldnt wait to shower man

reached home at 7plus.

*exhausted*

oh okay,random pics now(:

im gonna make a scrapbook.

that's why im taking so many photos.

and yes it makes a hell lot of difference

Y8:19 PM

Friday, March 14, 2008

AT SOMERSET MRT

i watched STEPUP2
it's more like stomp the yard than step up 1
but it's still nicee
was bobbing to the beat alr=D
i wanna streetdance!lol

val and i had a niceee lunch at ichiban sushi

nice makeup shopping at O2 skin cos it's buy-1-get-1-free(YES YOU SHOULD GO SHOP THERE) for the whole of March
got a pretty duo eyeliner and the bedazzled eyeshadow
SUPER HOT
I LOVE MAKEUP SHOPPINGGG!!
my eyeshadow's purple+silver+pink combo.
COOL RIGHTT?(:
val bought a pretty beige brown

then i went to meet luke to return his PSP.
cos the batt died=(
haha he say can GIVE me lehh
havent met any guy willing to part with his PSP yet lol
i went to cine's ishop cos he was having his DJ test.
qt scary
then we walked in heeren abit then he had to go for gym class

HE FLIPPED ME
it's SUPER COOL
like i stand beside him,then he flip me backwards till my belly's on his shoulder then my feet lands on the ground
super duper cool right?=)=)
then we did the cross thing
he stands up vertically while im horizontal across his tummy with my legs straight so we form a 'T'shape then he spins me around.
FUNNN=)=)
LOVE TODAY<33

Y9:20 PM

oh oh i forgot to say that i went to the CROCODILE FARM at upper serangoon on tuesday.
it was pouring like crazy!
luke, felicia and i went to see the um-i-forgot-what-you-call-it.
it's not a crocodile or aligator.it's sth else.
they're HUGE and scary.
i screamed when i look down
sorry no photos cos the woman said no photography=(
but it was nicee.
and the woman told us not to open your umbrella cos they can JUMP.
im serious.
JUMP HIGH.
saveee me
haha

wednesday-NYDC
had lunch at NYDC on wed at wheelock
in celebration of a special day(:
i had the yummy MEATBALL THAT ATE MANHATTAN
then he had some hawaiian pasta thing
that we had COOKIE MONSTER MUDPIE

it was a lovely day(:
but he was sick=(
and he still went for the youth flying thing and gym=x
tsk

had to rush off for volunteer at KK at 3pm
i get caught in the rain every freaking day
it sucks totally
mon.tues.wed.thurs
thurs was after driving.it was pouring really heavily so the queue for the bus was exceptionally long
then had to wait a few rounds then i was like sian la,im gonna walk.
i was this soaked idiot by the time i reached yck mrt.
shivering too=(

Y8:56 PM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

okay i've decided to somewhat dedicate this post to my sunshine luke=)

thanks for those lovely morning msges everytime that makes the start of my day bright and sunny and happy(:

for all those crazy times we've shared no matter where we go;

for laughing with me at all the stupid things like the ikea bus woman;

for the long few-hours-long conversations that we wished would go on forever;

for the yummylicious food we've enjoyed where we somehow seem to have lots of fun and sweetness during those meals (like at sakura);

for being so understanding about my feelings and giving me time and space to forget the past;

for your handwriting which i so LOVE in whatever notes u write me(it's super nice for a guy,neat yes,but not neat in a sissy way=D)

for the cookie monster drawing and the other doodlings on my paper;

for always cheering me up when im sad and making me laugh;

for the super adorable way you scrunch up your face when you try some new food and it tastes funny;

i dont think i can ever be sad with you around;

for all the crazy funky memorable 'experiences' that makes every single day so special and worth living for;

for reminding me how to live my life without regrets because we only have one shot in life;

for your lovable influence that's rubbing off on me(:

for your never-failing laughter-inducing antics;

for the sweet smile that you always have for me;

for being the only guy who thinks im just the right size,like perfect for a girl;

for being that crazy amazing guy who's so pro in everything from gym to track to piano to guitar to turntables to figureskating to stuntbiking n unicycling and the whole long list;

i still dunno how you manage to do it man

for just being you;

LOVE

i think i would still be lost and upset without you;

YOU

thanks for being that special unexpected lovely miracle that changed my life=)

forever and ever babe

Y9:36 PM

Monday, March 10, 2008

because you live;

there was twice as many stars in the sky tonight(:

saturday was a fulfilling day(:

friday was a dreadfully long sad disappointing day.

i'll never forget 7th March my whole life.

i'll always love YOU

hm so dad insisted i go swimming on sat morn.

the water was ICY COLD.even with the sun.haha

then lunch at la pizziola that yummmy place.

quattro and porcini grana again:D

had to rush for jap class and i was a few mins late

after tt i tried to get home asap cos we had to attend dad's company function

and everyday it hurts a little less

SINGAPORE FLYER(:

it's spectacular.for singapore standards.

the whole design.the wheel.the lush green nature walk thing in the centre surrounded by a few floors of shops.

im proud to say ive been on it=)

not anyth big of cos,but considering singapore's size and limited attractions..

and it's totally FREE

courtesy of my dad's company

there was food on board.

and drinks.

the scallop was DUPER YUMMY

and the mozarella with tomato

nope not the slightly yellow one,it's the white mozarella i so adore(:

it's esp delicious with olive oil,italian herbs and basil leaves.

italian restaurants usually serve it with olives and sliced tomatoes

*HAPPY*

and soon i know i wont feel anything anymore

sunday was horrible at first.

what with the incessant nagging abt virtually everything in my life

but met my dear sisters val and soph at tanjong pagar

and we went for the aus uni stuff(:

pretty fulfilling.

i confused my feelings with the truth

monday

had a yummy lunch at billy bombers today

the nacho scottsdale with the jalapeno pepper,salsa,cheese and diced chicken was NICE

so was the all star burger luke had(:

ate at marina square

then i bought a PRETTY RED HOT CLUTCH from charles and keith(:

it's so lovely!!

thrashed the ripcurl,volcom and dunnowhatothers i saw=D

and i bought my hoop earrings(:(:

okay he bought=D

but anw..yay retail therapy.

i realised in 8days i've spent like 150 or sth bucks

OOPS

but im getting paid for tuition tmr so..

haha makes up for it.

Y6:37 PM