Wednesday, April 30, 2008

look who's the real selfish one

you have no right.no right at all.

today's 30th April.
and i declare that from the month of May onwards,
i will use all the self-control, discipline and determination in me to fulfill my promise
dont ask me what-.-
cos you'll be like,oh um didn't you like break that promise every few days?or sth as bad
but the thing is,really really for now i wanna try
so please have faith in me
and haha my dear sisters and brothers and friends,if i break my promise i'll treat you guys to a meal
and since im broke and cant afford to treat,this is a gooood idea=D
okay yay yay
promise SET.

i want adhoc jobs
someone RECOMMEND ME PLEASE
like those event coordinator events or sth
ANYTHING
after 8th May of cos
i hope i pass my TP
though i highly doubt it
i got this feeling i'll mount the kerb
no reallyy
haha

okay back to studying=(
oh this is depressing

AND i have this super CUTEE photo of my daddy smiling ohsocutely
i shall upload it some other time
i bet ALL OF YOU WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH MY DADDDYY
BUT muahaha he is MY daddyyy lalala
it was at little india at banana leaf apollo=D

Y10:00 PM

Monday, April 28, 2008

someone very sweet dedicated this to me(:
i think the lyrics are very apt now..

"Can't Help But Wait"
[Intro:]
I can’t help but wait…
Oh I, can’t help but wait…
Check it out

[Verse 1:]
I see you, you're with him -
he ain’t right but you don’t trip
You stand by, while he lies -
then turn right 'round and forgive
I can’t take to see your face, with those tears run down your cheeks
But what can I do - I gotta stay true
'cause deep down I’m still a G

[Bridge:]
And I don’t wanna come between you and your man
Even though I know I treat you better than he can
[Hook:]Girl I can’t help but wait
Til’ you get that with him, it don’t change
Can’t help but wait
Til’ you see that wit me it ain’t the same
Can’t help but wait
Til’ you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can’t help but wait

[Verse 2:]
Listen, it ain’t fresh to just let him call the shots
You’re a queen, you should be, getting all that someone’s got
You should be rocking the latest in purses, bracelets, and watches,
your worthMuch more than an occasional "I love you"I’m thinking of you

[Bridge][Hook][Brakedown:]
Get it together - you can do better
Seeing’s believing
And I see what you need so
I’m gone play my position
Let you catch what you’ve been missing
I’m calling out, girl 'cause I can’t help but wait

[Hook 2x][Outro:]
Oh - can’t help but wait, babe
No-no-no-no-no-no
I can’t help but wait
Oh-oh-oh, can’t help but wait
No, no, no

Y8:11 PM

Sunday, April 27, 2008

当秋天再来的时候
你要我笑着去爱去拥有
就算是再短暂的温柔
能重逢这仁慈已足够

可知道有些事有些人
停留在发生的那天不肯走
看时光的残酷
舍不得被遗忘
这命运我很满足
有你陪伴的辛福

为你打开时间的锁让爱自由不被它束缚
是哭过也挣扎过新让痛碾过
等那一天落叶静静飘眼前
已不再伤悲
永恒终于相信了辛福的瞬间

为你打开时间的锁让爱自由不被它束缚
每一秒都不后悔我陪你体会
过去未来轻轻重叠
请原谅甜甜的眼泪
感谢今生与你在辛福的瞬间
依偎

Y8:30 PM

Saturday, April 26, 2008

one sided love is pointless and cant get anywhere;
so i know what to do.

你很爱她
当你决定你要离开我
我没有说什么
就当作你自由
有好几次我都想忘了
苦酒也没有用
就当作是寂寞
因为我能明白
她的温柔
对你是种解脱
就坦白告诉我
谁是你的最爱
其实你很爱她
对我的惩罚
说你没有想她
是可怜我吧
我已没有借口
只能放手
不敢奢求
你说爱我
其实你很爱她
她很温柔吗
其实你很想她
就说出口吧
我也不想多说
捂住耳朵
不想再次听到你说
你很爱她

Y8:45 PM

Friday, April 25, 2008

and bit by bit, day by day
it'll hurt just a little less;
yesterday the kids were so adorable!
i had to look after 6 of them and it was qt a handful.
but they were soo friendly(: and they taught me malay.
3 of them were siblings and um the other 3 were random children haha.
oh but there was this VERY NAUGHTY BOY who took a marker from a girl,refused to return it and ran away from me and i had to CHASEEE him like this mad woman in my heels.
i nearly died.but ppl must have thought i was crazy cos i was laughing all the way cos he's this little thing running
boy can he run man.haha.then he uncapped the marker stuck his arm out and drew a line on the wall as he ran.
i was HORRIFIED.i was super scared the staff wld kill me or sth=/
he's hyperactive man.then when i had to carry him to wash his hands cos they had marker ink, he was soo heavyy
but i decided i shall go kk and carry the kids more often so i can get arm muscles=D haha
and there was this 11year old boy who stole my ward cupboard keys and i had to HUNT high and low b4 he was like HEHE I TOOK IT.walaoo
but it was fun.and sweet cos they'd hold your hand and stuff.and show you their soft toys
awwww(:

then i went jean yip hairdressing academy at novena to cut hair
cut wash blow for TEN dollars only la.
cool right?(:
and i think they cut nicely.
for students.
cos they'd try their best as their teachers will inspect and assess before the customer leaves and make the student make changes if necessary
i'll only go there to cut hair from now=D
jean yip rocks!

had subway lunch
and a stupid thing happened you dont wanna know
then met shueli to go NUS submit our portfolio=)
we had a lovely lovely talk and it was soo nice to laugh and talk and share our feelings abt stuff
oh oh we saw sophia's dad and mum at nus tooo=)

bought champagne chocolate and whisky chocolate for my dad on the way home at cold storage(:
just a little small surprise cos he was coming back last night(:
i lovee my daddyyy!
im sorry
but there just isnt chemistry

Y10:19 PM

Sunday, April 20, 2008

i love strawberries.


i love fresh flowers.

Y11:17 AM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

I LOVEE MY DADDYY!=D
who looks young
here he looks constipated though LOL



sis with dad(:
i think she looks retarded


my fat chubbyyy brother=)


i know this prob looks random to everyone
but it reminded me of YOU


AAHHH GIANT BUNNYYY
or is it a kangaroo?


im on the phone dont take laaa


bed advertisement!!


Bed advertisement 2!


im JUMPING INN.
WHEEE!


looking hot and airborne=D


posing crazily=D


aahhh this feels heaveennlyyy(:


"sexyy" girl at beach(:


mittens lalala

and tt concludes ikea on 12th april!

Y9:56 PM

Monday, April 07, 2008

i feel like im walking in the rain;

crystal jade was SOO niceee=D
especially the scallop with beancurd
and the ohsotender blackpepper beef
and PRAWNS in egg white and sth
i ate alot for a sickk person=D
daddy chose the place
which reminds me,daddy came back from US yesterday=D
but he's going to thailand later=(
i miss my daddyyy

then we shopped till 9plus yesterday.
where i bought..
shant say cos my parents went like, how OLD are you ahh.
HAHA

of all we've said and done
remains the memories of days
when life was fun
but now
when you are gone


i sit alone to watch the setting of the sun

-it's on repeat-

Y2:56 PM



Walking In The Rain Lyrics

Y2:50 PM

Saturday, April 05, 2008

as i look into your eyes
i see an angel in disguise
sent from God above
for me to love
to hold and idolise

thursday
went for driving and got drenched-ultra-super-soaked in the heavy heavy rain.
went home shivering=(

friday
i FAILED my ftt
the nicee guy beside me helped me book another slot
his name is ridzuan!
watched rogue crocodile with luke
it's SO NICE
i love those shows where i scream a few times cos i get shocked
soo exciting=D
it's silly but entertaining(:
i think it's so totally worth the money for the entertainment and fun and shock and pulse-racing effect it brings haha
time crisis 2 is soo worth it for ppl who can finish the WHOLE game with ONE DOLLAR aka LUKE
unlike me who takes like 5 dollars just to reach stage 2 area 2 or sth
HAHA

like a rose;

Y8:36 PM

♥ sam
through the trees
i will find you
i will heal the ruins left inside you;



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