Sunday, July 10, 2005
i know i'm being mean but i'll go straight to the pt.i hate pple who look down on me.n i know a few pple whom i see quite often who r like dat.it just irks me.i mean,why can't they treat me decently?Is it dat hard?to talk to me decently?am i asking a lot from u?(now i'll refer to a certain someone) i know u're rich but dat doesn't mean u can act like u're on top of the world right?n i heard dat u've been talking abt me behind my back.i don't care.u can do wateva u want.it's ur mouth anyway.i can't control it.but i think u shld stop and consider other pple's feelings just this once.it's not dat hard right?to ask for a little sensitivity?n here i mean u shld think abt others whom u've gossiped abt.fine,everyone gossips,but...i dunno.ok,i'm bitching here.n i don't like it.but i hate the way u're treating me.i'm being mean.so i shall stop.
dat was so depressing.as was kwong wai shiu visit today.i found algae in the woman's drinking bottle and decided to wash it.jamie helped n cat too.man,i so want to puke.oh then i saw the water bottle of the woman ivy was talking too, so i told ivy n brave ivy washed it.it's so gross inside.don't believe.ask ivy.lol.n ivy was the only one whose dialect was like so FLUENT.n caroline too.i had a bit of a prob.so i tried to act out my movements.so retarded of me.n we decided to raise funds for them.i suggested buying new water bottles.giving to the hospital is not likely to be put to use the way i want it too...n the nurses r so rough.i was so pissed i asked the woman,"can u dont be so rough" in a very cold tone.She just said roughly,"they're v heavy n difficult to move,"Wat's their problem?!it's a gd thing i have learnt to manage my anger.seriously.i use to have anger-management issues.i got pretty violent.but that's the past.i know i'm small but still...haha.
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