Monday, November 23, 2009

can i say how much i hate my hair?
ive been saying that for the past 5 months from the moment i saw it in the mirror of the salon after i permed it
it's HORRID.
it's not just my damaged hair, it's the whole look of it!!
well lesson learnt: i should stick to my rebonded hair since i look best in it
never again will i be possessed and decide to perm it
it's like shit and i concluded my hair's probably dropping cos i tie it up so much and since it's long it tugs at my hair roots and make them loose and eventually they fall out
ohmygod.

and in case you're wondering why i havent done anything about it,
well partly i cant cos my hair's so damaged by perming and colouring if i go rebond it now, i probably lose my hair and have to wear a wig,so i gotta wait till like goodness knows when ohmy save me
and partly cos i dont want my mum nagging about how i waste money just cos someone paid for my perming and i dont feel the pinch of spending such money of my hair
and partly cos my uncle whom i hardly see and who paid for my perm is gonna see me during cny and he prob go like 'what happened to that perm' and since it would only be half a year ago it's not gonna be pleasant

my birthday wish is to go rebond my hair at that far east place and get my super soft nice pretty hair backk:((

make my wish come trueee and i'll love you
haha

back to dengue fever
slap my face if i tell you im still on viruses tmr;


Y9:52 PM


oops.
it's been 3 months.
okay i swear swear i will make an effort to blog more often.
cos actually i do have alot of stuff to say..

life's been so full of drama mediacorp can do some serial drama of it
but things have toned down recently, and im really thankful.
i've probably cried more the past two years than i've ever did my whole life
it's time for this emo-ness to stop.

sch's good.
im focusing, able to study though the laziness in me is still not cured and probably will never be
still procrastinating
still dancing
still swimming weekly at least
still learning the drums
and oh sth new i joined gymnastics
yay yay im back to my beloved trampoline(:

anw i did weights today
for the like um, first time in my life
bro thought i was nuts
i want toned arms and legs!
gym is a good start though(:
as in gymnastics


i realise im afraid to lose people
im scared of getting attached because i fear that one day, his love for me will fade and even though then, i still love him, it's pointless cos we would have to break up cos one-sided relationships never work
i should stop this paranoia

and my deep down fear of how no guy would ever like or date me if i broke up with aloy turned out to be unfounded, or at least, semi-unfounded
to think i used to cry over it
hey you would have, if you thought you would have to be single and alone your whole life, it's pretty depressing really

okay it's time to studyy(:




Y12:03 AM

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