(im not gonna post for awhile cos i wanna remind myself of this post)
i hate a guy who can curse at a girl with all sorts of vulgarities as if she didnt matter to him
i hate a guy who gets exasperated and pissed off instead of finding a peaceful solution
i hate a guy whose heart feels one thing but his actions contradict his feelings.
i hate the guy, who accuses me of not thinking of his feelings, because in the first place, he doesnt think of mine-all he does is stomp on my poor heart.
i wanna forget the guy who has broken my heart again and again,no matter how many chances i give him.
i wanna give up on a guy,who used to be my whole world, because i am no longer his world to him.
i want a guy who can appreciate all that im doing for him,just like how i'll appreciate him as best as i can.
i want a guy who loves me for being able to give up everything in this world for him.
可惜那个人不是你
because of you
i hurt someone else really badly.
but that hurt will stop right now.

for six months, i truly believed, and HOPED with all my heart, that one morning, i would wake up to find that things have made a 180degree turn.
i am where i am exactly ONE YEAR AGO.
sitting in the same hotel apartment and making the same late night overseas call using my dad's same blackberry to the same person
but the attitude, the tone, the feelings are no longer the same.
and can never be the same.

it seems that all that i've done for you these 6months is in vain
no matter how i try to make you touched, it isnt working
all the letters,emails,gifts i make for you,smses,calls..
im gonna stop.
the guessing game is too tiring.
i quit.

so now i will still make the same late night overseas call using my dad's same blackberry

it's just that it's not you im calling this time.


it's him.

aloysius ho =
DELETE

im in ritz carlton residences again(:
i tell you,all the spore ppl who stay here are freaking RICH(excluding me of cos)
um let's see, i saw 2 lamborghini-one orange one green, 2 porsche and a red ferrari last night and they were ALL SINGAPORE CARS.and that's just those parked outside.i wonder how many more are there in the carpark man haha.

went shopping today!
and haha i've got good deals:D
*happyy*
my mum and i saw Guess bags that we want-same colour but different design
it's 40% off,which makes mine RM173 and mum's RM223
we're both considering(: i hope i can get my dad to buy it for us=D

im at the lounge now having afternoon tea and we're prob heading back to our apartment after this.

22nd May/23rd May
2 fulfilling days(:
sentosa/wildwildwet/mos
did everything i wanted to
sure it was a crazy rush cos i packed so many things into each day but wayy cool
thurs-vivo->wildwildwet->skyride->cineblast->luge(DAMN NICE haha cos at night)->song of the sea->MOS to club
fri-suntan at palawan in the crystal blue sea->cycle along the trails->ben n jerry's!->underwater world where i touched bamboo sharks and stingray and starfish(:->wisma atria(to try to salvage my cam tt dropped into the touch pool)->dinner at yoshinoya->homee

my $799 sony cybershot is DEAD.
so we had to go mustafa on 26th may monday to buy a new cam
waterproof and shockproof 8mp this time lol from olympus-it's yellow
and at the same time get a canon videocam(:

mummy's getting me my own separate cam!!
whatever model i want-but i must like it
YAYYY for now i want a fujifilm pink Z200fd(if it's not too ex)


yellow roses means

fri
went jj to visit luke
then we went bukit batok and had a nice sizzling pan dessert at swensen's
got my blue hair extensions!! they are seriously hot=)
took a train to orchard where we pigged out at taka
super hot korean rice cake soup, yogurt, toriQ..
walked in taka where i bought my DKNY be delicious(: for EIGHTY EIGHT bucks
*heartbreak*
had a lovely lovely doughnut at cine
then i went vivo to meet my aunts arnd 545
ate dinner at food republic-korean again
played arcade!yes i have funky aunts=D
shop.the super ex fondue at haagen dazs.shop somemore.
tiredddd.

sat
i cant rem what i did.
oh oh but i went for dance night(:
which was nicee.

sun
morn-cycling at pasir ris
sis and i exited at white sands shopping centre,cycled along the bus route to downtown east,to escape and back into the park=D
then we had suntec for lunch at imperial treasure
where i had drunken chicken and noodles in onion oil YUMMY
and um..oh played arcade with sis
the dumb bball machine spoilt so we had endless throwing until we were bored lol
mariokart.i love that cute game man.esp MS PACMAN HAHA
night we just went over to causeway point for dinner at MOS.
and collected my free acuvue moist and autotop up my new ezlink card
spent the night chatting on msn

mon
8+ wake up
9am leave for NUS
dad and i looked at all the residences and halls for like one hour there
timing the distances and stuff haha.
then went to temasek club to get myself in decent shape aka put contacts,usual light makeup..
met valerie at outram park mrt at abt 1130
bought chicken essence for our clsmate's dad
he told me sgh then we were on our way there when he said NUH
n just tt morn at NUS my dad was like SEKALI YOUR FREN IS JUST THERE.
omg and he really was
so we took a train to buona vista,was abt to exit the station then it said got shuttle frm dover
waited for the next train to Dover
exited Dover to the bus stop and guess what!
the shuttle doesnt operate on Public Holiday=.= omg kill us.
took 74 to opp ACJC
waited for 95 to NUH
visited his dad
and i got alittle emotional at the hospital=/
i think im gonna fail as a doctor.
i feel too much=s
it was such a sombre mood as we made our way to suntec by mrt
had lunch at ichiban boshi cos my mummy gave me $20 voucher
ate auntie anne's cinnamon sugar pretzel
played bball with dear sis(:
then walk walk and bought bubble tea
which if you ask me,tasted not nice
then we were soo tired we sat on the floor somewhere.
even though i was in a DRESS.
we were that tired.
tried to camwhore but realised both of us look horrible today cos we're soo tired
took the shuttle to cityhall mrt and train home
i slept from 6+ to 8+ cos i was soo sleepyy
cant wait for chalet this thurs!
alr planned all the activities-www(again=D), luge and skyride, cineblast, song of the sea, underwater world, dolphin lagoon, night cycling, palawan beach.in one and a half days or sth.wish me luck man haha
tmr i decided to go find my grandpa cos i havent seen him for soo long
and there's volunteer in the aft..

wed going shopping at bugis with my mum(:

and thurs and fri are the BIG days
yayyy

http://www.justsomelyrics.com/1132316/07.-%E6%88%91%E4%B8%8D%E9%85%8D-Lyrics
i think this aptly paints the situation we're in now

went wildwildwet last thurs!(:
it was shiok man.
for one,it's a sch day aka no queues
so it's damn fun to keep taking the rides over and over without wasting waiting time at all
and we made so many new friends there=D
so like half the lifeguards on duty that day know us HAHA
okay i shall not say much except that i was out from 1020 to 810 that day just at wildwildwet lol
here are the photos(:

I PASSED!
omg can you believe it?
i rem getting my results
it was a 4page checklist and on the first page i alr got TEN points
i was like SHIT fail alr.
then i blushed like crazy for some reason=/
but..turns out i only got 2 ticks more behind lol
and then i screamed happily cos i was so happy in the traffic police's office LOL

so everybody..
I HAVE A LICENSE
within 2months and 2wks(:
yayyyy
i really thank God for guiding me through today
and yesterday's interview too(:
everything went all too smoothly and perfectly(:

i called uncle david (my instructor for qt a few times) first
then daddyy(: who was very happyy too
he sounded incredulous-WOW YOU PASSED?
mummy says everyone at home needs me or sth then she was like *smiles* must get into NUS okay?then i call daddy buy you a car.the small kind that close eyes also can park one.
that's exactly what she said
seriously.HAHA

i made NEW FRIENDS.
Vic is from Recruit Express too,but east or jurong side or sth.
COOL right?i was like OMG i work there too(kinda)
okay um we met cos i needed to exchange money for the passport photo(for the license)
yupp ended up talking
then talked to RP ppl(vic's new frens lol)
and oh oh the first time i took the passport photo wrong
then i had 4bucks left over frm the 10 vic lent me(i nd 6)
he went to yck mrt to draw money to pay for license(50bucks)
then this very nice young guy w cool shades gave me 2bucks(:(:
he said it's my luckyy day!=) LOL.
I LOVE PEOPLEE!
everyone rocks
so unbelievably friendly laa
im HAPPYYYYYY

oh and my new name is summer
i'll tell whoever who cant pronounce my name to call me that
cos today the tester went 'SA-MA...taa"
sounds so dumb la.
and SA-MA sounds abit like summer
so whoever who cant call me right you call me Summer
dont SAA-MAA me =D


go listen to 开不了口 by Jay Chou
hope tt doesnt happen

愛能不能夠永遠單純沒有悲哀
愛可不可以簡簡單單沒有傷害

well well it's been an exhilarating week(: and i kinda like life this way actually.
it's lovely and refreshing
so anw mon and tues i was sorta personal assistant to the senior manager at recruit express
i LIKE ADMIN WORK.
it makes time pass so fast and of cos,it's all the lovely friends i make there
there's pearlyn,emily,joy,trudy and i-forgot-wat all 19 this year
and daniel,kian yong,julian who are 21 and ORD-ed last yr dec(: and calvin and sean who's a littllee older
so basically all the temp ppl are really funky and friendly
so much so that in 2 days when i had to leave,i missed that soo much
working is so enjoyable and fun and i told them MUST MUST tell me if they need help again
that was yesterday(:
THEN this morning at like 10+, ken said GOT(: HAHA YAYYYY
im gonna work nxt mon and tues.
im *happyyy*

it was double happiness cos i felt that i did my best and all i could for medicine interview today
and i was super talkative today=/
started talking to everyone and anyone
vj ppl,aj girl,rj ppl, even the lady marking attendance and the elderly cleaner!
hahaha
then went home with some rj guy and some girl frm 71(:
today is a lovely lovely day
i felt like God was with me all the way
i didnt have brain freeze
i wasnt nervous
my thoughts were gushing and flowing properly(:
not that my interview was superb or anyth cos it's NOT
but i know it went as best as i could make it go
and i have NO REGRETS
tt's why im HAPPYY
lalalala.

just had driving(:
got a dunno-who instructor this time who ROCKS BIG TIME
he's so funny i had so much fun!!
he wanted to intro me to his son cos he thinks i make a good daughter-in-law *JAW DROP*
his son is TWENTY FIVE
ohgosh.
haha ahh well
tmr's TP aka driving test
i think i'll fail
i dunno-it's the nervous thing i guess=s
wish me luck!(:



i know it's wrong
but i think im falling for you

okay im gonna skip describing my stupid SAT2-.- and my last jap class=(

yest after jap i rushed to meet ivan chris and shue at cityhall
where we walked to suntec to have dinner at nydc(:
i had meatball that ate manhatten and chris and shue had the baked pastas
ivan didnt eat cos he was having a nicee dinner later at crystal jade in celeb of his grandma's bday
and of cos we had MUDPIES(:
awwww.
after we paid the bill, we were kinda full to walk so we just sat there and chatted.
laughed alot with all the crazy ideas about pillows and blankets when you sleep in trenches
oh and what if you find shit in your trench etc
haha you get how crazy our convo is

then we went to dedicate 4minutes by madonna(ivan said it's nice) to 06s75!
there was supposed to be laser display but sadly the fountain wasnt working-.-
so we went up to the outside area where they have a circular barrier around the fountain of wealth
and around the barrier they had the 12zodiacs!
so being the crazy us,we walked arnd the whole thing and stopped at each of the animals
and TRIED to pose as the animals lol
i think everyone think we're crazy
and of cos we camwhored qt alot
i shld upload the photos here!(:
we even videoed
but it was chris doing this crazy dance and we were laughing so hard
even all the ppl arnd us were staring la
HAHA
we spent one hour plus just doing that
then ivan had to rush off for his grandma's bday
so we,being nice clsmates,accompanied him(:

at first ivan was like,i run first you guys take ur time to walk
then we told him to relax
shue started jogging at suntec,near the convention centre there
THEN ALL OF US STARTED RUNNING FOR REAL
it was crazyy
walked as we went from suntec to citylink
then they said sth bt racing and poof we had to run AGAIN
chris was really sprinting through the crowd
then of cos we all ran la haha
at one pt i took off my heels n ran
by the time we reached cityhall mrt,we were all HOT and kinda sweaty
but it was fun(:
and yay all of us took the same train back..
so that concludes our funky outing=)

im so happy that you shared with me so much last night
it was a lovely change to be the one listening
i like to listen,but i usually talk cos otherwise it'd be silence
but yayy yest you took initiative to continue(:(:
i was soo happy i didnt want it to end!=)
and i fell asleep happily yest.
my perfect ending to a day

tmr is a busy busy day.
there's SAT2 tmr morning
i have to get up at SIX AM.
how i can manage tt i have no idea.haha
there's bio chem and maths,one hour each so i'll prob end at 11+ i hope

then JAPANESE class at 130
my last basic jap class=(
i'll miss sensei masami
and i havent made her anything yet=/

jap ends at 4.then gotta rush to meet ivan and shueli at city hall(:
cant wait for the catching up session
last night talked to ivan for 2hrs+, then had threeway phone call!haha.

then maybe meeting sean after that.
seehow(:

oh oh and dadddyyy's coming home tmr=)
YAYY

through the trees
i will find you
i will heal the ruins left inside you;



samantha.nus med class of 2013!hwachong apollo.shopaholic.danceaddicted.
currently having horrible hair.loves you.


my straight hair back!
money!a job!





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