Sunday, June 29, 2008

28JUNE SAMs and SEVENFIVEE
-link to photos(:

i feel happy today
it's a special kind of happiness i havent felt for a really long time
the calming relaxing no-worries sort(:
i realise tangibility means alot to me
it gives me security

dont cry because it's over
smile because it happened=)

Y9:16 PM

Saturday, June 28, 2008

i went with SAM to SAM today!! haha
samantha loh and i went to the flea market at Singapore Art Museum today(:
THIPAK WHY DIDNT YOU SAY HI
the crazy man called me and said what are you doing at yck-.-
lol.then he said he saw me but he was rushing for driving.
heyy where's our yp outing huh:D
anw the flea market was HOT but it was kinda fun.
i got reallyy pretty earrings!
and yeah walked alot and had a fabulous lunch at some jap place.
it's the cheapest jap place ever-let's all go there!haha
then we went orchard to shop.

met val at orchard mrt
bought a cake at taka
190 to toon's hse.
the function room is damn prettyy!
can we have a sleepover there next time?haha
we were there at 5pm-damn early la
CAMWHORED ALOT TODAY
but i look HORRID!shldnt have cut my fringe yest,it's so short now=( oh but it's not like i ever looked good so guess it's okay
like everyone brought cams,esp the girls-so when we took a 4ppl photo we will be like 'must take with my cam toooo!' then for every cam we posed differently!!so cooool right!
we did ONE to TEN.there's a GUY's version n a GIRL'S version=D
and we used paper napkins to pose tooo!yueqi's cool idea haha
ordered canadian pizza, lasagne n calamari rings, there was popiah.
and yupp we had the music and everyth.
oh and the cake for apr-july birthday babies!(:
i love the catching up with everyone=)

YUEQI DEAR,thanks so much for listening to me and for making me feel so much better
haha yupp i will call you to talk one day!*BIG HUGG* i love our gu niang pics with the paper napkins!=)
ZHUTING for sharing all the anatomy stuff that i'll prob be doing in medicine-you make it sound so fun and un-scary(:
seeing yingchern (small ppl rock!)again-YAY WE BOTH KNIT.she's going manchester soon=( i'll MISS YOUU:(
siyuunn ROCKS-her smile is reallyy damn nicee
YIWEI has crazy ideas for pictures-look at the EVOLUTION monkey to man one we attempted
SHUELI (small ppl too!) for all that chatting -you look pretty in a dress today=)
VALERIE my darling dearest sister!for always being the bestest sister in the world
CHANKEET my brother!(: whom i havent seen for soo long
Lek chia!come protect my neighbourhood!haha
ROBERT i'll heed ur advice on those guys(: lol
CHRIS SEAH is as lame as ever
SEAN my brother too-we all attacked your tummy sorry=/ haha it's irresistible
YONG dont call me noob you're NOOB-ER than me haha.
WAHTOON im soo jealous-your condo is reallyy nice-invite us over for a swim sometime:D and i realise i still owe you lunch OOPS:D can u treat me instead?
IVAN as always saying the craziest stuff(i get alot on the phone=D thanks for all the chats we had,esp when you're in army.im sorry you're always the one calling me haha)
EUNICE and YEENSEEN please takecare!get well soon!
sevenfive rocks!

12th july-class night cycling
15th july-going back to hc?shue update me=D
we just love each other dont we?(:

sam i love you too!

photos soon.
actually im supposed to come online to send wahtoon so he can create a facebook album w the pics or sth.but im kinda tiredd haha.

Y11:27 PM

Friday, June 27, 2008

at some point in life,you shld realise tt you cannot get the best of both worlds
everything comes with a sacrifice
and that's when you need to choose

when there have been too many lies,
it's kinda hard to tell which are truths and which arent
so,to protect yourself you'd choose to avoid contact so you dont have to think so much whether sth said is true or not
confusion sucks
i dun wanna go through life guessing.

when someone hurts you deeply,
and continues to do so often,
it's instinct to break away
who wants to get hurt again and again?
we're humans
we have our limits too.

when someone doesnt care anymore
he doesnt have to say it-you know it yourself
and this time you're too tired to do sth abt it
cos it has happened far too many times

when someone gives priority to another person in his life,
you know it cos it's obvious
cos he doesnt bother updating you at all
and you have no right to demand it too

the cycle will always continue
and no matter how many times i say to myself 'this time it'd be different'
i need to wake up.and know i cant delude myself forever.
i realise one sided effort is just not enough
so the only decent thing to do is to just give up
and tell yourself dont ever.ever get in again
but this time,unlike before,you actually have to stick by it

someone once told me, "no man's worth your tears.the one who's worth it,will never make you cry"
i wrote that in my diary-and im now waiting for this special guy.


i've sacrificed too much happiness.
i think it's time for me to be happy

Y6:51 PM

Thursday, June 26, 2008

the past few days have been pretty okay i guess.
tues i went out w val and shue.
get smart is NICE(:
it's reallyy funny so catch it if you can.
had a nice jap lunch at united square at YOTEI
it's nice to talk and laugh abt stuff with my dear sister
we watched the movie at j8
after the movie we were standing outside faceshop when we heard this teenage girl shout F***YOU damn loudly to this woman like right behind us so we quickly moved
we thought it was her mum but the lady had those nametags so i guess she's some departmental store sales assistant or sth
tt girl just kept screaming n saying 'i didnt take anyth frm you'
she screamed really loudly.
then a whole crowd gathered arnd them but 3 of us just walked off.
it's pretty dramatic.but kinda scary.

wed-woke up pretty late
talked to samantha loh over the phone for qt long
ate lunch w my grandpa at sakae.
he's a fan-they give him 10% discount for loyalty im not kidding.
shopped
went over to SATA for medical checkup req'd by nus.
i think the nurses shld come up w a less scary comparison for the pin prick(blood sample)
"oh it doesnt hurt.feels like you staple yourself like tt only"
im like *stuns* stapling your finger HURTS.
i accidentally stapled myself once and it was pretty painful
which is why it only happened ONCE.it hurt so much i wasnt gonna let it happen again.
in the end i ended up taking blood from my arm.
i've learnt that i have nice big visible veins which is an advantage cos the nurse wldnt have to poke the needle too many times(ouch!) or accidentally poke other veins n muscles(it causes unsightly bruising)

i think the sarah connor chronicles at 830's not bad
n i watched arts central's documentaries till 11
before going online

there's only one way to end this suffering


i give up.

Y8:57 PM

Monday, June 23, 2008

i woke up at 3pm today.
and i slept at 12+ am yest.
WOAH.haha.
i have ALOT of phlegm.eew.and flu.
i think im dying or sth.

i think the 7pm show on channel 8 is nicee(:
so you think you can dance at 8pm totally inspires me to dance again man
baked today!cos sis desperately need plain muffins for her cip by tmr.
and she's got lotsa work so i baked them instead
and i handwashed my colour-run clothes.
and watched prison break at 10pm
talked to val and luke
val n i are going out tmr!yayyy(:
we're gonna cut hair
then watch Get Smart with shueli at 4+

i wanna learn DRUMS!
shld i take ballet again?

Y11:52 PM

Sunday, June 22, 2008

sat was family day.
went to novena square 2 for sis's piano practice session cos her exam's on 1st july
it's like koreatown or little korea there cos most of the shops sell korean stuff
no offence but i think jap ppl have better dress sense than koreans=D
shopped again(: - it always makes me happy

sun
went out with sean(:
we havent seen each other for more than a mth!
he treated me to billy bombers at the cathay
i actually finished my beeegg burger
oh but in like one n a half hours haha
we shared a cheese fries,sean had ribs(it was damn huge-can be my breakfast lunch dinner for a day) and i had a naked gun burger with cheddar cheese n melted cheese
and i got a book too!=) courtesy of sean cos it's buy 3 for the price of 2 at times
for one more day by mitch albom
i love the title-it's short but sweet
im glad for the sharing we had today!
oh oh n i got my cam=D
sean feels thinner
i rem the last thing i hugged him he was more squishy and teddybearish or sth LOL
now he feels thinner and harder(: (boy is he gonna be happy seeing this)
even after lunch at 4plus when we said our goodbyes.
gt back at 5plus n slept till 7+
didnt feel like eating dinner

and my siblings are damn cute!!
my sis bought me the cute cute elmo tt i've been saying i want for very long
and a glass bottle w many pink n white capsules in it
i was like okay *opens capsule**sees a tiny scroll inside**closes capsule*
then they told me to open n read the scrolls i was like O_o you guys wrote in it?!
so i read the little sweet notes my sis wrote-my sis only gave my bro ONE to write
then he was opening all the capsules n removing the ring arnd them n looking for the one he wrote for me(: AWWWW
i was soo happy and soo touched i big hugged them=)
*HAPPYYY*

i've been through an emotional rollercoaster these two days
huge mood changes
then i realised tt though i refused to admit it the past few days
deep down inside
i cant bear to lose you.

Y11:38 PM

Saturday, June 21, 2008

my dad says returning what a person gives you is symbolic of a clean break
so yes i get it.

if you dont want sth cos it means nth to you anymore,
it's worthless to me too.
dont bother giving it to me.
just throw it away.
just like how im gonna throw the ring away
cos it's just a piece of metal.
nothing more;
okay i gtg dump every single shit related to you,
after 7mths it's clear it's impossible
i dont wanna waste any more time,feelings and effort.

Y11:38 PM


you know i will still forgive you
but that's all.

had so much fun with luke today!
we went out from 2+-10+ O_o time flies!it felt like two hours
watched MISSING-i love the theme song(:
i laughed alot alot today
we always have tons of fun- we walked around LUCKY PLAZA seeing how it's like.just for a mini adventure.most of the shops were closed cos it was like 8+.it was SOO SCARY cos it's deserted!like those places they film ghost movies in hong kong=D
I LOVE BULLYING LUKEeEe!!
my fav phrase now is "are you.retarded" complete with the -.- i can do it really well man ask luke haha.
but he really cares for me and was so totally comforting when i cried at the hongkong cafe at cine cos it's my 2nd time there.realised my first time was with...and i got upset again.sigh.
but he was all ready with the hugs and comfort=D
and you cant be sad arnd luke.
he says the stupidest things every second=D no offence dear.haha!
we shopped ate watch movie shop talk eat-okay you get the point(:
he says im CUDDLY AND HUGGABLE awww(: like a teddy bear. but i always thought teddy bears were,you know,kinda round n i dont feel round(:
im *HAPPY* today(:

Y12:17 AM

Friday, June 20, 2008

sometimes i think im stupid.
for people i love, i wld dumbly forgive them again and again no matter how they hurt me.
to the extent that they start taking advantage of me-but i guess it's my fault.
and they don't know how much i suffer inside.
they don't know that i wake up every morning haunted by thoughts of them
thoughts i cannot control cos it's my subconscious.
but to be human is to suffer.
and i believe God doesnt make you suffer more than you can take.
it's painful,but it's good because tt's when you learn and grow stronger as a person.
everyone suffers at some point in their life
but people who know me know im the emotional sort
my feelings control me more than my mind
which totally sucks now if you think about it.
but i will move on.
and it's a good lesson
cos i finally accept that my dad is right-never trust people too much.
i think i cant ever get a bf anymore
i'd prob be too scared to trust again
because i cant go through this a second time
once is enough;

Y10:46 PM

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

i didnt intend to blog today but today's a happyy day(:(:
i totally love the kids at kk we had such a FUN time today
i miss uno!and puzzles.and um..i did colouring today-it feels cool=)
i felt so sad cos they were like 'are you coming again tmr'
absolutely adorable-i LOVE kids!haha.
and they all have PSPs=.= im not kidding.i was so stunned.
and today was special cos dinner totally rocked
it was soo sweeet of you and i know im weird but i was so happy*big smile*
but i enjoyed it.i think your ******* skills are the best in the worldd.and i mean it.
thankyou=)
and i still think you're very cute.HAMSTER!=D
okay im starting to not make sense and i realise tt i dont blog abt what we do but it's okay(: it's between you and me:)
LOVE.
Msia photos link

Y10:07 PM

Sunday, June 15, 2008


RITZ RESIDENCES-our lovely apartment(: with the numerous toilets,fully equipped high class kitchen and 3bedrooms

camwhoring during dinner in the toilet one night in KL
too bored haha

i like this one!-cos my hair actually looks NEAT and nice for a change=D


sis took this with a nice angle(: haha
and yes sorry but more camwhoring
act we camwhored like 40 photos but um abit excessive to post
and it's only cos half of them are blur cos we have SHAKYY hands haha


at my grandma's hse-WEN AND NING
i have PRETTY cousins(look at dearie wen)
and my oh so adorable 2yrold ER NING


SUPPER at my grandma's
hello and you wonder why im growing fat
i gained like 3kg there
now you see why=D
the hokkien mee and kwayteow is the nicest ever!


the rich ferrari guy from spore
im not kidding when i said all the spore cars are either a ferrari,porsche or lamborghini(except mine) haha


the LAMBORGHINI-HOT RIGHT
this is so my car when i grow up=D


ritz breakfast everyday is ALOT
buffet
i usually eat like a bowl of congee w salted fish,egg etc
order an ham n cheese(extra cheese) from the kitchen
pancakes/waffles w whipped cream n maple syrup
and fruits
and ice lemon tea/juice
i dont touch the breads nor yogurts nor salads nor muffins..
haha they def have variety



at pangkor eating mum's bday cake(:
it's a free cheesecake
damn nice=D


sis and i kayaking at pangkor


MICKEY AND MINNIE
you know why darling*smiles*


arent the two MICE CUTTEEE?(:


my act cute cousin-.-
haha


sis and i at one of the pangkor beach


our splendid view from our hill villa


the sea villas


part of the swimming pool at our resort


my sis's artistic scenic shot with ugly me in the background haha


all of us together!


oh oh THAT's our hill villa
cool right
i feel like im those tribal ppl=D


soft cushions!


no it's not our room
it's the reading area at pangkor laut
soo NICE right
got bed to lie on somemore


mummy opening her presents on her bday=D

ive uploaded my malaysia photos at photobucket cos there are just too many to post here-blogger prob ban me if i post too many or sth haha.

anw some random things i've realised..

mark is delusional:D he thinks he's the cutest thing ever despite my convincing assertions that he's not.but he's way funny and says the SWEEEETEST things!(: and im still trying to figure if his gf's name is lyra or fiona.he thinks i look like a toilet cleaner(WALAO!) please tell me i dont.haha

keith koh is a big fat owl! who calls me big monster head(which im so not) and he cannot stop niao-ing me.it's his favorite hobby can-.-

ck is such a nice cool brother who offers wise advise and i cant ask for a better brother than him(: and my dear fat sean too(oops=D) who i bet is still round and chubby(i wanna pokee you=D) and ivan who always calls me to ask why i never call him-.- but he says the funniest gay things ever
which reminds me that on wed im going bugis street AGAIN(cos ivan wants to) but it's okay(: more shoppinggg!!

Y8:30 PM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

met my dearie sis val at bugis today!
sorry but we totally didnt camwhore today=( cos we both forgot our cam how smart-.-
so anw we had a nice super filling lunch at miss clarity cafe at purvis street
where my cheeks were aching cos we talk,chew,yak,laugh,smile..
shared a fish cordon bleu and beef baked rice(half half each of cos as usual)
haha i had to rest my mouth and stop chewing for awhile cos my jaws were way tired of moving
then after our happy*smile* lunch
we went to bugis street to shop
HAHA I GOT GOOD DEALS
more pretty clothes
SHOPPING ROCKS(:
oh so then cos we cldnt try there,we went to bugis junction toilet to try
we went into one cubicle then the toilet lady was like "why so long!you all smoking right!im gonna call security(or sth)" to arrest us or sth
oops.so then wah toon called n said he come find us.

i was supposed to have dinner with ivan and toon but ivan had fever and left at 2+
so we decided to cancel our dinner plans
so anw toon came to bugis to find us,then val had to leave for her cousin's hse.
he needed to go singtel shop so i went with him
then we walk walk see watch and I GOT PICKPOCKETED
my handbag was open n this woman took my N95
but i kinda saw and i shouted HEY MY PHONE
then she dropped it and ran
lousy pickpocket-er-.- lol
then toon wanted to go after her and he said i shld take her to the police or sth lol
i told my dad abt it,who says it's a lesson-.- tt i shld stop thinking everyone in the world is a saint cos they are so not.and tt i shld be LESS TRUSTING of everyone.
siao.why shld i distrust ppl?

anw wahtoon wanted those cute superhero watch n i was like, bugis street has so we ended up going there AGAIN.
and wahtoon bought FIVE watches.we were totally laughing when he was choosing cos he's so crazy.
hello he bought a mickey mouse one-.- HAHA
then we went shopping and i helped him choose cos he asked me to(:
so he ended buying qt a few stuff
till like 7 then we went to PS
cos i needed to buy yarn from spotlight to knit.
bought 30DOLLARS WORTH OF YARN.-like 22 balls?
haha.then we went daiso to buy stuff.
my legs were soo tired from non stop shopping i had to sit so i bought my favorite watermelon soymilk w pearls and sat at Mcdonald's for a while
then at 9plus we decided to go home
i totally didnt feel like walking anymore man.

on the train i met a nice young guy(:
i think he saw tt i periodically stretched my legs so when there were seats
he ask me to sit but all the kiasu ppl rush to sit so i had to cont standing
then he asked if my stuff were heavy and i said okay la
then he reached out and wanted to carry my bags for me which i thought was qt sweet of him cos i totally dont know him(: but i said no thanks
i wld feel bad if he helped.
but yeah so who says people arent nice?=)
i meet alot of nice random strangers
i rem the record-breaking week i everyday meet new strangers and made new friends(:
that was way coool

okay my eyes and legs are reallyy tired
and crap havent thought of sth to give my dad tmr
cos i usually randomly give him stuff like wine chocs and notes and cards and hugs and kisses so for tmr,i dont know what to do=/
but i wanna declare that I LOVE MY DADDYY VERY VERY MUCH
and that he's the BEST DADDY in the whole whole world
my daddy ROCKS!
he is way cool,way funny,and he loves me alot=D

Y11:02 PM

Thursday, June 12, 2008


Y10:14 PM


世界若是 那麼大 為何我要忘記你 無處逃
世界若是 那麼小 為何我的真心 你聽不到

i was rereading all my blog entries from oct06-dec06
and realised how i totally missed sch!
i cant believe im saying this but i miss the guys' niao-ing,all their crazy comments and silly jokes
i miss them disturbing me, singing the songs they make up to annoy me..
i miss all the eating blatantly in lectures esp maths=D where we pass food around like nobody's business and bring drinks in from the canteen too(chris seah i rem your strawberry yogurt drink during the vectors lecture! haha)
not to mention all the cookies, chocolate cornflakes, muffins etc that the girls unanimously took turns to bake
i miss our playing with water, whether it's our water bottles or the distilled water bottles in the lab
we were damn naughty laa-everytime bio lab tchr leaves the clsroom a while we squirt distilled water at each other and it gets the floor damn wet haha.
and of cos the wonderful times in lectures when we forget to bring our notes and just sat there eating happily in the FIRST ROW and talking abt stupid stuff like shampoo and hair and what other crazy stuff(:
and after promos where we had class outings to taka and other places to PIG OUT
our class just has this love for food(:
oh oh i miss yong and sean calling me noob and their crazy ideas
like crazy yong suggested i teleported to the canteen from our cls bench by using the YELLOW DUSTBIN next to our cls bench.
he says it fits me-.- WALAO. haha
but i bully them back too so it's okay(:
okay i just really miss sevenfivee.
cant wait for the class outingS(: that are coming soon

best of both worlds by miley cyrus
is an addictive song guaranteed to make you bob to the beat and feel like dancing(:

see my blog profile(:

Y1:42 AM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

i decided to change my template cos of a special someone:D
you know who you are
SMILE yeah(:
cos you're my SUNshine


iloveitwhenyousmile

Y12:36 PM

Monday, June 09, 2008

i owe someone a really big apology.
i dont know if she'll ever accept it.
but i just wanna tell you that i'm really sorry.
i didn't mean to flame you-cos i wasnt angry at you at all actually
and have totally no reason to be.
i was more upset at what he said.
but i never meant to hurt your feelings.
so i just wanna say sorry for what i did.
and apologise on my sister's behalf too.
but i wanna be clear here that i DID NOT APPROVE of her flaming.
i told her not to-it's up to you to believe me.
cos i really dont see the point of her doing it.
logically, her flaming would just worsen things between me and him and of cos i wldnt want that
but still, sorry for everything.

Y5:12 PM

Saturday, June 07, 2008

im still sick=(
it's been more than two weeks
i always feel so tired and drained
ohh well

sun sand and sea!
the crystal blue waters of the indian ocean
hill villa perched on a hill overlooking the vast ocean and greenery of the nearby island,surrounded by tropical rainforest
wildlife in its purest form-endless clams burrowing into the sand to escape from predators,crabs of all shapes n sizes, fishes of all sorts, stingrays in the water, sea urchins..
i love nature!(:
haha photos and videos next time

was watching
樱野3加1 and i think the lyrics of this song are fitting!
有太多回忆 都发生在那年的 仲夏季
明明该天晴 爱却在你的眼中 下雨
我们或许都遗忘 那些曾经的美好
已慢慢阳光下 发芽

如果你 愿意 愿意再次相信
相信我是爱你
我不让你失望

我们不该靠太近
总是在争吵过后 清醒
夏天的热气 让人老控制不住坏脾气

我们或许太任性
又或许太过在乎你
才来追逐著 背影

如果你 愿意 愿意再次相信
相信我是爱你
我不让你失望
我还在 这里 倔强的夏天里
有风也有大雨 阳光洒满地
如果停不了 我能体会这心情
我会奋不顾身地 把幸福都给你

check your email

Y8:18 PM

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

i was gonna make a list of people im supposed to date when i get back haha
i prob miss out a few=/
not in any order:
mang hann my dear cousin(: and yao of cos
my dearest sister and shue too
my beloved class(who's planning the cls outing? or are the welfare reps supposed to=D
thipak w some yp people to lil india!
my recruitexpress colleagues=)
go back to school and visit my lovely dance juniors(who have been asking me to go back)
treat toon dinner=.= cos of his bday-he sucks lol
go out with ivan and the guys(ivan quick ask us out! haha)-cos ivan claims we only go out when he ask us to-.-
you
haha that's all i can remember for now.
oh oh with cyl, her bf and val too
and keith koh aka owl head=D did you say sth abt dinner or sth over msn the other day
and..haha other ppl who asked me out i shant say who:D
okay that shld be all.
lol.feels like alot of people.

did i mention how much i hate mosquitoes
they irk me! haha
i've got UGLY LEGS NOW=(
mutilated by numerous mosquito bites
im serious.
like 20 a leg or sth-it's like OBS omg.
disgusting.

anw i think living at my grandma's house makes me appreciate what i have
i dont see what's wrong with helping the maid really
yeah we employ them to keep the house neat and tidy
but hey i have hands and legs why shldnt i help right
and those many many lovely outings with my cousins whether day or night
it's a blessing have 28cousins cos it means we have big group outings where we go he1 cha2(drink tea), eat, shop, talk, laugh, camwhore..
we seriously say the dumbest things.do the stupidest stuff.laugh at the most ridiculous things.
COUSINS FOREVER MAN(:(:
it's really good bonding when we go wherever whoever wanna go
sweating together in the hot sun.
looking out for each other.
it's a warm lovely feeling
im LOVING IT!=)

did i mention i have an ADORABLE COUSIN?
she's actually 2plus but is 1plus year old size cos she's a premature baby
but she's SMART
and talks alot
and cos of her size, her voice is damn cute cos technically ppl her size dont talk that much
she has this fake phone and i ask "who call you"(in chinese)
and you know what she says-"nan peng you"(boyfriend)
OMG.hahahaha.
she loves my mum and dad alot and totally clings to them lol.
she says the smartest things.
like once when guests came over,my grandma asked her to go talk to the guest's child who's around her age.
you know what she said?!
she said "ta1 you3 zui1 ba1 bu4 hui4 jiang3 hua4 de4"(she[the guest's child] got mouth but cannot talk one"
siao right.i just laughed like crazy when i heard that!(:
but it cannot beat wahtoon's quote for some hc publication
he ask for my opinion and i just laughed honestly.
i bet the hc ppl sure reject it:D
cos it's just.um.haha ask toon!

Y11:07 PM

Sunday, June 01, 2008

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can’t get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.

Y8:17 PM


i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.

26 times.

you know what,he really wants to get together with you.
he's so touched you bought him that lovely jigsaw puzzle.
your happiness means more to him than whether i live or die.
so i quit.
and stop getting upset over me because he hates me.
fom now on,he's not going to have any form of contact with me.
so you can stop reading my blog.
and stop asking him about me
cos im out.
and if you dont believe me cos you and him both think im some EVIL BAD PERSON, i can always forward you the sms he sent me abt how he's never ever gonna talk to me in my lifetime.
but you tell him to stop thinking that it's cos i want to get together with luke cos it's NOT
for one thing,i can assure him but he CANT assure me.
and if you ever for one second thought that he cares about me, i tell you that he doesnt.
so just stop worrying!go with him all you want since that's what you've always wanted.
and you know what,he just basically ELIMINATED me so go on, be happy.
it hurts me a hell lot.
but he doesnt care
but im totally used to it.


pretty mice is not the best invention ever.
she shld never have been invented.

Y2:57 PM

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