u know sometimes i think i got this tendency to fight against nature.as in when plans are made in a certain way n i dont like it,i will try every possible means n way to try to alter the course.the sad thing is,i know that the possibility of my plan succeeding is, to put it in a nicer way, less than 10%.it's like somehow i know things will go according as planned(not by me) but i refuse to accept it,believing that when there's a will, there's a way..deluding myself into believing that as long as i explore every available way, i will hit something and get my wish,then things will go according to the way i want it to..and it makes me tired.i know that we should be more open-minded and learn to see things from all perspectives and realise it's not as bad as i initially thought but somehow,i find that really hard.
i constantly ask myself,"why is it that i have to keep fighting in the dark for something i know i want to get,but at the same time realise that in the pitch black darkness,my fingers will never grasp it" it's simply out of my reach.
i am so tired.
exhausted.
somehow today,"everything happens for a reason" hold a lot of comfort for me.
Y8:40 PM
♥ sam
through the trees
i will find you
i will heal the ruins left inside you;
♥ her
samantha.nus med class of 2013!hwachong apollo.shopaholic.danceaddicted. currently having horrible hair.loves you.
