Friday, August 18, 2006
im half wishing i went to yong's hse to swim after school today -.-
HEYY GO AGAIN NEXT WEEk!=)
then i'll go..haha.
i must get the experience of swimming there and watching simon tan.LOL
must be really hilarious.
i love my class.
and maths test was pretty..
well my ENTIRE P N C is WRONGG.
lol.i cant even get part 1 right.
n it's easy.after u hear the steps that is...
ahh welll,cant be helped.
despite knowing i lost a hell lot of marks(i mean relative to 20 marks),i was damn happy after maths.
dun ask me why.
it's like somehow ive been dreading this the entire week.
then the whole weight is off my shoulders is 45 mins.
feels sooo good.=)
n my parents are not home tonight.
haha.can have fun.=)
like go dance arnd or sth.
ok that sounds spastic =.=
there's this list of confessions i saw on mq's blog.
basically u're supposed to check against a list of stuff that u have done,thought,etc..
THENN there was this..
-Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have -- YES.how sickening.-_-
-Thought of someone a lot lately.(in relative comparison..i would have to say YES. tsk. im ashamed of my lack of self control)
-love someone who doesnt/didnt realise it (uh.YES again.but maybe love's a strong word.like's more appropriate..ok maybe not.more like 'like quite a lot' kinda thing)
-had feelings for someone who didnt have them back -- yes.i suck?yes i
know.=.=see how i lack self control?
yeah. oh oh then rem this email abt how u cant control who u like?
cos ur heart chooses.
not you.
i like to
believe in that.
i was just thinking...if it's bad,please don't tell mei'd rather stay in this self-spun web of lies(ok mayb not lieS,but LIE.)right now,im trying to reason w myself.boy is it HARD.i want to believe in the positive one.haha.EVEN IF it's so make-believe.self-delusional?nah..im just toooo hopeful.that it hurts to believe in anything else.
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