Saturday, October 21, 2006
have you ever had the feeling that:
- what you're feeling now contradicts how you've been feeling all this time?
-whatever you want is so ridiculous you wonder why the heck did you even let yourself think abt it in the first place
- suddenly you realise what you want is not gonna come true and you feel stupid thinking that it would before
- all that has happened may not have meant anything at all; and it was because you were thinking too much
- you are really dumb thinking that sth is reachable when it is so blindingly impossible?
- finally you are calm and at peace because you've stopped fighting against the truth
- when you try to suppress your feelings and restrict your thoughts, they seem to burst out stronger than ever, like a raging storm
- when you finally allow your thoughts to roam free, the sea calms and the waves are gentle
-you're lost because you're unsure of your next step: to progress or to take a step backwards; because you're afraid of making the wrong choice
- you're stressed because something means enough to you that you wanna do the right thing
- you're confused because of what has happened
well,im feeling all that now..
it's not up to me anymore.
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shopping spree at body shop's sale at suntec convention hall w ivy, yao and later, my aunt
feelss so GOOD la.
the price was like o.O omg.
come on, since when are mascaras 3 for 9.90!
and lip gloss dots 3 for 9.90?
and LOADS of other stuff- makeup, facial washes, body butters, shower gels, gift sets etc.
you can mix and match.coool rite?
and still got free gift with every purchase. - body mask(i have no idea what are they) haha.
yeah then walk walk see see. nth much.
and i didnt eat dinner. cos i was so full frm lunch at cafe cartel and my auntie anne's pretzel later on. oh and ivy's pepsi. heh.
ok gtg do piano hw.
SIAN.
Y8:32 PM
