♥ i close my eyes and the flashback starts;

Sunday, October 15, 2006

i forgot abt i n r till chris seah msged me at abt 5+?
n im a little lazy to do =D
BUT I SHALL DO IT. -.-

there's sth wrong n i dun know what is it. =/
it's like there's this impending feeling of doom in me.
i dun get it..
im not having the euphoria or ecstasy of post-promos in me.
i remember telling myself how i must enjoy myself for the rest of this year and maximise time cos im gonna miss J1 like hell next yr.
but the thing is,
i cant enjoy it.
every moment im awake i feel like something is wrong.
sure there are those few happy moments i bask in..
but only for a very short time, then im back to being..well..sad.i think.
what's affecting me? =(

(i know this is on my nick)
so you tell me;

but it's time to face the truth.i can never be with you.-james blunt
is this how you want it?
n is this what it's supposed to be?
can i protest?

Y9:31 PM