Sunday, December 31, 2006
today's officially the last day of 2006.for some reason, reflective me cannot seem to close my eyes and watch the events of this year like a movie in my mind.i wish i cld sort out my thoughts.to clean up, sort out, laugh and remember, smile and cry, put aside or put away for good.i shall blog when everything in me starts flowing again.cos now, i feel like a river that has a dam built across.the water can't flow.just like my thoughts- they're trapped.i realise nowadays i don't have that msn urge or blogging urge anymore.it's weird cos i rem how during promos, i cldnt tear myself away from the com. i wonder what caused that change in me.but im glad it's how it is now.and i hope it stays this way.i wonder what's going to happen when school reopens?can i let go?
Y5:09 PM
