Tuesday, May 30, 2006

i love my class!!!

camp was honestly a blast.for those ppl who couldnt go,u missed out quite a bit=/ it's the kind of camp where the activities may not be very fun but it's the people and what u actually do that makes the whole thing fun.if u go there expecting excitement n fun to materialise in front of u,it's not gonna happen.you have to b enthu.you have to want the fun before it will show..anyway,if you wanna see photos,you can go to..wait mayb we shldnt cos then ppl will know the activities..haha. thanks terry for the pictures=) tho but where's the class pic with cass just before we boarded the ferry?

17/26 of us attended the camp n after reaching sch at 3+ 12 of us went to venezia to pig out=) it was really amusing cos there were ppl like shueli n wahtoon who tried quite a few flavours.haha.then all of us either settled for a double or triple scoop=)the great thing was since there were so many of us,we could sample each other's and indulge in the wonderful taste of the gelato=)after dat,toon went to gourmet to buy us honey chicken.a whole chicken!which wasnt very big.lol.then anw,abt 6 of us shared that delicious mouthwatering tender chicken.i think i would have preferred the black pepper one though,cos the skin taste nicer.haha.class bonding=)

Y10:47 AM

Saturday, May 27, 2006

i think i must b mad blogging now..i just got home a while ago n bathed..i haven packed for camp yet n it's almost 11pm.i know it's not late but im really tired today -yawn- sigh.im having mixed feelings abt camp.on one hand,it's great to b able to bond w the class and have a fun time together.on the other hand,the only thing i hate abt camps is not getting enough sleep and getting too dirty w/o sufficient time to bathe..i miss sec 4 lifeskills camp.downtown east chalet.we even had time to slack n bathe as many times u like..there was enough free time for u to take a good shower to clean urself la.haha.ok gtg pack..b back on mon=)

Y1:55 PM

Friday, May 26, 2006

TOP 3 REASONS WHY I MISS ICESKATING SOOO MUCH!!
1.i dun get to wake up late.
2.i dun get the feeling that im on holiday and dat it is a class field outing.
3.i dun get to wear my home clothes and feel as though im going out w my friends.


iceskating gave me those wonderful marvellous feelings dat i regret not savouring every moment of..dance is ok i guess.there are some nice parts but there are also sucky ones.like the morning 10-12 thing abt body conditioning.i nearly DIED!!=(it's just a good thing the afternn had fun stuff like contemp n jazz which were so much more fun..it's my first time doing contemp n i decided i like it=) cos the tchr played jaychou's songs for warm-up,including feng..MY FAV!well,one of my favs anw..
n the tchr for jazz was super amusing.he talked lots of funny stuff but he's really quite cool..then he said stuff abt how guys should only go the gym at 21 and not earlier cos then they wont have a nice frame,even if they do have muscles..sth like that.haha.n he says frames are reaalllyy impt..he suggests swimming n stretching..i had a fun time then anw..but there was this dance appreciation which was really bboorrriinnnggg.this tchr just told us abt stages and how to stage a production n wat crew n blablah..hope tmr's better..=x

Y1:28 PM

Monday, May 22, 2006





sabbaticals rock man.seriously.today felt like a mini class outing.serious.you could leave when you like and it felt really good skating round and round the rink.those figure skaters were amazing.Some of them were realllyyy young but they're already so pro..haha.anw,we had a great time and i CANT WAIT for tomorrow..

Y8:53 PM

Saturday, May 20, 2006

this is a little lag but anw,my hse was like a construction site yesterday!!im not kidding..there was cloth covering nearly all the furniture then there was dust EVERYWHERE.im not exaggerating..

cos the aircon men came to put in our new system 3 and dat meant new pipings so they had to drill through the living room,kitchen,bedroom etc..(esp so since the 3 rms are not located close to each other).my room was the "worst hit" cos dat's where the compressor is..my table and everything on my shelves had to be moved out.and when dad came to pick me up at like 7.40pm my family haven eaten..then when i got home it was nearly 9 =( n i had to stay in the piano area cos my parents were going to mop n vacuum.so i went online..n chat!

then when i finally got to use my room n toilet n take a bath it was 11+..then had to stick the sequins!!those things took me ages..till like 12+ so i slept at 1..woke up at 7 this morning..

super sleepy now..like why am i blogging?haha.oh oh n i screwed up..AAHH the floor was like super slippery..goodness..ah well,hope it wasnt that bad =x

just like to say ThAnK YoU FoR tHe FlOwErS n OtHeRs N tHkS fOr CoMiNg =) HoPe U EnJoYeD iT

Y11:51 PM

Monday, May 15, 2006

hmm..what i am going to say is rather random and is something i am writing on an impulse..
i give up.the prejudice has been there,is there and will always be there.no matter how much we tell ourselves that we shall not be mean but instead be nice it is just impossible.it has become some sort of reflex,or should i say conditioned reflex,even subconsciously,at times when we don't realise it we are actually doing it..i think i am at a junction where there is a big boulder,an obstacle essentially that i have to remove.but it is gonna take so much strength and effort both physically and mentally that i just cannot be bothered to do so.i'd rather leave it there and prevent myself from proceeding on to the desired path that is so much brighter and cleaner.no,i have chosen to turn back,go back and find another junction that isnt blocked.i did not block my entry onto that path..you did,well i did too i guess..i am not blaming you.we are both at fault.i am sorry but i am just not prepared nor am i willing to go to the extent.maybe it just isn't time yet.maybe that boulder will go away someday..but i doubt it..once biased,always biased?it's like a habit basically.something that we unconsciously practise everyday.at first,we may be conscious,then it reaches into the unconscious..meanwhile,let us leave it that way.let the boulder be something that separates my path from yours and for now,may it never cross..

Y9:34 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

i dont have much thought now except the fact that i'm feeling stressed cos of chem n bio.seriously for chem i'm really slow.it takes aeons for me to get the stuff into my head and after i do,i'll forget them like a while later,cos im so pressured to remember them =x this sucks.big time.and it doesnt help that chem test as warned by many teachers is going to be HARD.haha.on a happier note,i decided that i shall paste some chain mail here again,a shorter one.i've got it before and i'm not sure if i have posted it before,but it's ok..

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person who wasnt supposed to let you down probably will.
you'll have your heart broken,probably more than once,and it's harder every time.
you'll break hearts too,so remember how it felt to have your heart broken
you'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures,laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

there's more but i like this bit best,especially the last sentence..sigh.i think i shall get back to chem world now..haha

Y9:47 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006

apollo-double champ!i cant believe it.i really cant.im just sad that i wasnt there at the moment of victory, victory so sweet, sweeter than chocolate=) i'm so PROUD of my faculty.seriously,which other fac is as zai as apollo?anyway,yesterday was triple victory!!cos yuting and robert won fac princess and fac prince.hahahaha.i just love it.why does 75 rock so much?!!haha.pls ignore me..im just a little carried away..lol.anw now im supposed to be studying chem,but i just cant seem to get in the mood to study.which irritates me.sigh.

so much to do..so little time..


i just wonder if people can cry when they hear certain songs..cos i do..

here's a poem that i got from chicken soup..it's way cool..n it made me cry the first time i read it

Somebody Should Have Taught Him
I went to a birthday party
but i remembered what you said.
you told me not to drink at all,
so i had a Sprite instead.
I felt proud of myself,
the way you said i would,
that i didn't choose to drink and drive,
though some friends said i should.
i knew i made a healthy choice and
your advice to me was right
as the party finally ended
and the kids drove out of sight.
i got into my own car,
sure to get home in one piece,
never knowing what was coming,
something i expected least.
Now i'm lying on the pavement.
I can hear the policeman say,
"the kid that caused this wreck was drunk."
his voice seems far away.
My own blood is all around me,
as i try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
"this girl is going to die."
i'm sure the guy had no idea,
while he was flying high,
because he chose to drink and drive
that i would have to die.
So why do people do it,
knowing that it ruins lives?
But now the pain is cutting me
like a hundred stabbing knives.
Tell my sister not to be afraid,
tell Daddy to be brave,
and when i go to heaven,
to put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have taught him
that it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his mum and dad had,
i'd still be alive.
My breath is getting shorter,
i'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
and i'm so unprepared.
I wish you could hold me,Mom,
as i lie here and die.
I wish that i could say,
I love you and goodbye

Y5:23 PM

Monday, May 08, 2006

guess wat?yesterday i decided dat i needed to exercise some self-control in terms of internet usage if not im gonna die from too much work and..long story.the POINT is,i needed to cut down on the amount of time i spent online,cos it always causes me to be incapable of doing any work at all for the entire night,which is a bad thing for these 2 weeks.ANYWAY,im deviating.sooo..i went to disconnect my laptop and all the cables n the mouse n the webcam,basically everything and stowed it away in the laptop bag,feeling so accomplished of myself dat FINALLY im gonna get down to serious work n get stuff done!but THEN,guess wat,less than 24 hours after i made my GREAT resolution,i unpacked my com from the bag and here i am..what a WONDERFUl idea of mine!-sigh-haha.this is horrible..

i lack self-discipline.dat's the root problem =(

Y10:39 PM

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

"it's time to let all that's hurting you go"

i remember this phrase.i remember this quote.somehow this mail ties in with it,so im sorry but im just gonna put it here anw..

Let it go for 2006..
By T. D. Jakes

There are people who can walk away from you.

And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk.
Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]

People leave you because they are not joined to you.
And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.

Let them go.

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead.

You've got to know when it's dead.

You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay.

Let them go!!

If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to......

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains .....

LET IT GO!!!

If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth.....

LET IT GO!!!

If someone has angered you ........

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge......

LET IT GO!!!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction......

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents ....

LET IT GO!!!

If you have a bad attitude.......

LET IT GO!!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better......

LET IT GO!!!

If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him......

LET IT GO!!!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship.......

LET IT GO!!!

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try
to help themselves......

LET IT GO!!!

If you're feeling depressed and stressed .......

LET IT GO!!!

If there is a particular situation that you are so
used to handling yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it,"

then you need to......

LET IT GO!!!

Let the past be the past. Forget the former things.
GOD is doing a new thing for 2006!!!



LET IT GO!!!



Get Right or Get Left
. think about it, and then ....

LET IT GO!!!

"The Battle is the Lord's!"

i dont know how much this will mean to you.all i do know that it means a lot to me...

Y10:16 PM

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