Thursday, April 05, 2007
i realise i blog like. once a month. haha.
it's so weird considering how often i blog last year and stuff.
my mum's right.
i've changed.
so anww, i've decided after that reflections thing in the audi to TRY to be consistent from now on. haha. which is very hard considering how i've slipped into those only-study-and-read-notes-if-got-tests lifestyle. im serious! im clueless till tests or exams. they should test me every week. that'll get me studying. haha. but..im still ever so proud of myself for making that resolution. it's a good first step! but today i shall slack. since tmr is good friday and a holiday.
andd..i've decided to do ALL my tutorials. i realise doing tutorials give me a sense of satisfaction. maybe cos last term i didnt do alot tuts. haha. now i actually LIKE doing them. talk about motivation.
okay this post is quite crappy cos sean says i havent been updating which i totally agree but that's cos i hardly get the time to go online and when i do, it's when my brain is dead so i've got nth to blog about. haha.
yesterday we had this nice singing session at cls bench cos we didnt have bio.
then we sat in a circle like half the class and started singing songs while simon played the guitar. and it was SUPER HOTT when we sang stacie's mom chorus together! and anastacia's at the beginning too. that one we had some singing harmony and some melody and at different pitches, which i thought was super nice. haha. then someone said it's like 75 choir or sth. i want FREE PERIODS! then we can do more cls stuff together. it's been ages since we sat in the circle to talk or sing and stuff. and im sure we were pretty loud too. haha.
and ive been through loads of ups and downs recently. i realise my mood's like super bad. permanent mood swing or sth. except when im with our class, cos there's just too many crappy people and funny stuff going on all the time that val and i agreed it's hard to remember to be angry or sad when we're with the class. i love laughing together, funny contributions by ppl esp chris during lessons, talking about anything and everything during recess-we are definitely the noisest in the canteen!! everywheree..makes the day seem so wonderful.
thank you for tolerating them (:im sorry i gave you such a tough time.i realise i can detach myself from things pretty well now.
it's not a good thing i think.
to be indifferent to something.
but i think it's my reflex to keep my focus and discipline and concentration.
past experiences really conditions the body. conditioned reflex. haha. sec 4 bio.
okayy it's 930. soo early. i feel like i should go study.
sth's wrong with me. haha.
i shall go WATCH A MOVIE. or play a game or sth.
just not do anything schwork! =D
and after so many essays and stuff, i STILL lack coherence. my thoughts are random and scattered. oh well.
byee.
Y9:04 PM
