Friday, June 27, 2008
at some point in life,you shld realise tt you cannot get the best of both worlds
everything comes with a sacrifice
and that's when you need to choose
when there have been too many lies,
it's kinda hard to tell which are truths and which arent
so,to protect yourself you'd choose to avoid contact so you dont have to think so much whether sth said is true or not
confusion sucks
i dun wanna go through life guessing.
when someone hurts you deeply,
and continues to do so often,
it's instinct to break away
who wants to get hurt again and again?
we're humans
we have our limits too.
when someone doesnt care anymore
he doesnt have to say it-you know it yourself
and this time you're too tired to do sth abt it
cos it has happened far too many times
when someone gives priority to another person in his life,
you know it cos it's obvious
cos he doesnt bother updating you at all
and you have no right to demand it too
the cycle will always continue
and no matter how many times i say to myself 'this time it'd be different'
i need to wake up.and know i cant delude myself forever.
i realise one sided effort is just not enough
so the only decent thing to do is to just give up
and tell yourself dont ever.ever get in again
but this time,unlike before,you actually have to stick by it
someone once told me, "no man's worth your tears.the one who's worth it,will never make you cry"
i wrote that in my diary-and im now waiting for this special guy.
i've sacrificed too much happiness.
i think it's time for me to be happy
Y6:51 PM
