Monday, November 23, 2009
oops.
it's been 3 months.
okay i swear swear i will make an effort to blog more often.
cos actually i do have alot of stuff to say..
life's been so full of drama mediacorp can do some serial drama of it
but things have toned down recently, and im really thankful.
i've probably cried more the past two years than i've ever did my whole life
it's time for this emo-ness to stop.
sch's good.
im focusing, able to study though the laziness in me is still not cured and probably will never be
still procrastinating
still dancing
still swimming weekly at least
still learning the drums
and oh sth new i joined gymnastics
yay yay im back to my beloved trampoline(:
anw i did weights today
for the like um, first time in my life
bro thought i was nuts
i want toned arms and legs!
gym is a good start though(:
as in gymnastics
i realise im afraid to lose people
im scared of getting attached because i fear that one day, his love for me will fade and even though then, i still love him, it's pointless cos we would have to break up cos one-sided relationships never work
i should stop this paranoia
and my deep down fear of how no guy would ever like or date me if i broke up with aloy turned out to be unfounded, or at least, semi-unfounded
to think i used to cry over it
hey you would have, if you thought you would have to be single and alone your whole life, it's pretty depressing really
okay it's time to studyy(:
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