| sorry for not blogging for ages.lol.i was busy trying to change my template.the previous one was temporary actually.n i was very pissed with the varying fonts...watever.oh sue lynn, i got the yrbk!u know,i just realised sth today.i regret.a lot.i dunno why?i feel so pathetic.i know pple who nvr regret wat they do.they're so lucky...sigh.n i nvr say the right stuff at the right time.most of the time i say stuff that after wat happened, i wld ask myself why the heck did i say such a ridiculous thing...n i don't like rejecting pple.i can't.like donations.when some1 asks me,i can't find it in my heart to say no to dat person, i'll just give.i'm so weak, right?=( i just don't like hurting other pple's feelings,dat's all.i mean, if i were dat person, i wouldn't want to be rejected...n when i see pple upset or pissed off at others, i want to cheer them up, but i dont know wat to do.words don't really help.i feel so helpless.n awkward.oh, n when someone asks me for advice, i feel so useless when i'm unable to help them.cos they just wasted their time on me.for NOTHING.sigh. |