Friday, December 23, 2005
this morning after my cousins left for KL,i dun know why,but i started to think...i realise that my thoughts only started to mature last year.how do i know?cos i suddenly feel as if i have just woken up from a really long sleep and started to see things in a very different light.i feel as though i only started living properly last year.the earlier part of my life seems a blur.like a dream...
pettiness.everyone is petty.it's just the degree.you may deny it.but deep within u know that u r.somehow i think that pettiness will surface at some point of time in our lives.sometimes more in others.it's an emotion of jealousy or envy.i don't realli think that u can rid of this but u sure can suppress it.
embrace what u have.don't be too particular about everything.learn to let go and relax once in a while.stop being jealous or envious and getting angry with people over small matters.mum says when we grow older,we mature and then we would look back and realise all the little things that we got angry or fought about,feeling silly that they actually happened.
Y3:55 PM