Sunday, July 09, 2006
reading dear val's post about reflections really got me thinking..i realised this year i think less than last year.maybe not much less.right,mq?
i have this problem falling asleep.you don't catch me sleeping in class(as in really asleep) or on the bus or mrt.so at night when im trying to fall asleep,my mind will start to drift and i find myself pondering a whole lot of stuff.no boundaries.then my mind becomes active.which causes me to stay awake for an hour or so before falling asleep unconsciously.
sometimes i think thinking too much isnt good.it just makes you depressed or sth.seeing things for what they really are.sometimes,knowing too much makes you see beyond other's scope of vision.seeing meanings that may have risen from a overactive imagination.ignorance is bliss.sure knowing sth puts you in a better position to make decisions but then,you might do the wrong thing too.
a loop.that's all it is.
you know the best thing about blocks?it took my mind off all those 'thinking'
the thing is,i can be cranky but really,i can be serious.believe it..im not someone you judge on short term.i think.wait i think my phrasing sounds funny..haha.i mean,i dont show my serious side unless i know you can take it cos otherwise u'll just think im plain nuts.sigh.
complicated.a web.
Y9:25 PM
