Monday, October 09, 2006
i think i have anger management issues.
only with my sister.
she's like the only person in the world who can piss me off enough i curse and cry and break pencils.
her exam is in 2 days and she doesnt know square root.
then my mum scolds me for not being patient w her.when i didnt even DO ANYTHING.
that's like my pet peeve.i hate being accused.
especially when my sister was next to me n she refused to say i was being patient until my mum is out of the room.
n what my mum says makes me real pissed.
u wont wanna know what it is.
like SHE curses at me. like wth.
it's so PISSING to the extent i'll start cursing.
then i need to vent my energy somewhere
breaking pencils is a good way i realise.
throwing things isnt good cos after i throw,i'll get really angry that i threw my things cos of some idiot.
not worth it you know.
then after i break pencils into 3s or 4s,my hands get so red i start to cry.
seriously.
try getting EXTREMELY pissed and see what u'll do.
im surprised the first time it happened.
i mean i didnt know how pissed i could get.
i told my sister that i was going to kill her -.-
and it's only with her.
it's weird cos normally i dun flare up.
except at extreme: cheaters,unfairness,backstabbers n accusations.
cos usually after bitching abt it for a while( as most ppl wld) im fine.
sigh.
now my hands hurt.
but im fine.
Y10:36 PM
