Wednesday, July 02, 2008
i wanna dedicate this post to the most special guy in my life
i remember how jealous my friends, classmates and juniors were early last year cos he was just the sweetest,most sensitive,most romantic guy around.
and then things happened and they started to have a bad impression of him
but i wanna say now that he has always been,and will always be that perfect guy that made them go 'awwww so sweet' and 'ohman why cant my bf be like that too' etc
he..
is someone who likes to be alone and have time to himself
he doesnt tell you what he's thinking about.
he may look dao and unfriendly-but if you're one of the special people who talks to him you know that he's a sweet sensitive smart intellectual guy with substance(:
although he may look like he dont care on the outside,he cares alot for me deep down
he wont tell me im on his mind,that he's thinking of me even when he does.
in everything he does,he thinks of all the possibilities,all the consequences,looks at both sides of the picture,and considers everything,every detail that people miss out
whatever he does,he always thinks of others first before himself
i know alot of people arnd him who takes him for granted-he's someone who takes care of the details and people often miss out on all the small things he does that matter.
to me he has a beautiful soul.
but too bad,alot of people dont see it.
he stands out among all the guys our age.
he's a matured sensible guy who has the right values(according to my parents(:
i just wanna say that no matter how hard i look,i will never be able to find someone as good as him.
because of me,he lost someone else in his life.
but he's not bitter against me, nor is he angry
i have been really silly to worry and feel threatened,believing that someone else is more important to him,being mean and shouting at him over it.
but he never gave up on me-he patiently listened to me shout,curse,cry..
i feel really ashamed of myself.
the truth is,he sees me as one of the most important people in his life
he knew that he may lose someone if he chose me.
but he still did.
in one phone call,i felt this strong wave of true love.
love in its purest form.
it was so strong it was radiating and engulfing me for a long time.
i cld feel it standing at the bus stop,i cld feel it on the bus,i cld feel it on the train,i cld feel it walking home.
and then i saw that you dont have to hug,kiss or say 'i love you' to show love.
cos in that phone call,there was neither of it.
but yet,it was pure naked love.
he's the one i wanna cherish in my life
he's someone i cannot lose
he's that charming sweet smart caring gentle romantic hot adorable guy all along
and i hope everyone sees that(:
(koped this from yueqi' s blog)
Someone may really love you. Like really really. Even if they scold you. Even if you throw tantrums. But they love you for shouting at them. They love you for doing things which really hurt them. They love you for falling & hurting yourself. They love you through vomit, snot & times when you are sick. They love not only you but people who are important to you as well. They love you for times you don't even look out for them or stand up for them when you really should.They love you for coming & going, at your best & even so at your worst. Some people have a bottomless well of love for you.
Their only flaw is not making you work for it.
i love you aloysius
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had a nicee lunch with him on monday at crystal jade(:
i rem the pro 2.4km sniper!haha
shant say much but we walked arnd blahblah
oh oh we spent a long time at the petshop amusing ourselves with the roboroski(i cant spell it-.-)
they are damnn cutee:D they run on the wheel soo fast they fly out!im not kidding!HAHA.
it totally made me laugh.
yup we just talk talk walk walk..
had lunch at ajitei at ps with him(:
um we were the only ones there at first lol
but the sashimi is fresh=)
and he said his was nicee too
then we took a train to borders at wheelock cos he wanted to get a book
and went back to ps just in time for Get Smart(:
it's funnyyy-go watch it!=D
bought saybons crepes and broccoli and cheddar soup for dinner
their crepes are NICE-i had ham and cheese
i MUST try their dessert crepes soon haha
went back with him for awhile..
it's 1141 and i feel really shagged=s
nights=)
Y10:22 PM
